the beautiful chaos
It felt like once I started falling into postpartum depression and anxiety, everything else including my relationship started to fall with it. I was already drowning at work, and then life just kept piling on. When the accounts payable manager left, I suddenly had to take on their full-time role on top of my responsibilities…
Right now, I’m trying to get back to a sense of me. I’m breaking out of who I was and becoming someone new. I can see it, I can feel it. This version of myself who feels more grounded, more intentional, and more aware. It’s weird because healing doesn’t always look peaceful. It’s far from…
There are moments where I catch myself and think,“Omg, what are you doing? You’re trying to do too much at once.” 😅 I’m so much like my dad in that way. When I get something in my head, I can’t let it go. I obsess. I start researching, taking notes, diving into ideas — and…
I finally did it! I woke up at 5AM — 45 minutes earlier than I normally do 🙌🏼 I caught a random cold this weekend and it completely took me out on Sunday, literally slept all day! 😅 I missed a birthday party and one hell of a Broncos game! But honestly, I think that…
My son woke up at 5:15 this morning 😩 YIKES. I am so tired. Yesterday he woke up before 4… I think we might need to move to only 1 nap??? It’s so hard though — he starts to get delulu when he’s tired and starts to f*** shit up 😂 Anyways, when I grabbed…
